Well, I’m writing today to tell you all that my husband is leaving me. We have been married for over 19 years and have 3 beautiful kids together, but he’s done. He feels like I’m just a friend, not a wife.

Yes, I’m heart broken…but we struggled last fall, which is part of what I blogged about the other day… how I went through A LOT. It was some of this. Now, he is making it final.

I just want to ask for prayer. I’m doing well. He (my soon to be ex) is going to take care of us so I can still be home and home school the kids. I’m hoping to bring in a little extra with my Thirty One business so things aren’t so tight.

My son Blake is 15 and he wants to work to help out. I don’t mind that, but I’m not letting him become the man of the house. He needs to be a teenager and enjoy life!

I just never wanted this for my kids. I didn’t want them to come from a broken home. But it’s out of my hands. I know that God will never leave me or forsake me. And I know He (GOD) will provide for what we need.

It’s the end of a how things are and the start of something different! I just have to keep calm because I have a big and powerful God!